#10 OVER THE SEAS.

i'll blog once i'm free. i'm tooooo lazy right now.

#09 i love my mum.

i think this will be an emotional post. haha!

anyway, i'm the type of person who likes to think. even the most ridiculuos things. i will go : ''what if .....'' then '' if its like that then .......'' i like to think deep. that's why my instincts are always right. i dont know if i'm really am born with some sort of superpower or whatever but whenever i suspect anything, it's usually true. for e.g if i suspect someone has a crush on somebody, i'm always right. okay, i'm not on the right track. ANYWAY, while i was eating just now, i was thinking what will happen if my mum doesnt know how to cook? will i starve? will i be like those teenagers who always buy their food for dinner/lunch cause their parents are working and cannot cook? my mum is a GREATGREAT cook. even if she throws onions, vegetables or whatever into the pan, it turn into something delicious. i'm very lucky to have my mum. this june holidays, whenever i say ''ma! cook this for me. ma! cook that for me'', she will cook whatever my siblings and i want. she always nags at me for not learning how to cook. she always say that its a waste if i dont learn how to cook from her. i know i have never thanked her each time she cooks for us but i'm always THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL to have a mum/mother/mummy/friend like her. once i've worked, i will save up my money and send my parents to haj cause that's what their dream.

to my lovely mum :

mama, wiwit tahu wiwit banyak sakitkan hati mama. you always have to tell me to study and stuffs. wiwit janji wiwit akan buat mama and papa bangga. i will go to m.i/poly and then to uni and then become a teacher because thats what mama nak wiwit jadi kan? sebab mama kate wiwit suke bbual, wiwit kene jadi cikgu. terima kasih for taking care of me. mama masakkan wiwit, cuci kan baju wiwit. you're my everything. you did everything for me. I HAVE NEVER EVER WISHED TO HAVE SOMEBODY'S MOTHER. I THINK YOU'RE THE MOST PERFECT MOTHER IN THIS WORLD ENTIRE UNIVERSE.

I LOVE YOU,MAMA!

FROM YOUR DAUGHTER,

WIWIT XOXO

#08 what would you do on your last day on earth?

that question made me think alot. i really wanted to post a long post but i'm currently

watching 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT. MC MONG, JIWON, SEUNGGI, KIM C, HODONG, JONGMIN *INSERT MANYMANY HEARTS*

#07 HAPPY LIFE

i know this may sound sooo nerdy but i spent my holidays reading 4 books. i dont understand why when i read in class, people call me xin mei -_________- but whatever, reading books makes me travel to another world.

anyway, bbq was ......... fun(only when we're about to leave). i went to rohani's house first before going to esty's. when we're on our way to bb interchange, we saw the other guys were waiting for us already. SO, we decided to leave them there and cab-ed to esty's house. haha! now that i'm typing this out, i realised how evil we are. me and rohani were shocked when we reached esty's house. there were alot of shoes outside her house. i thought she's having open house or sth. then we're off to meet lia. took train to bedok and when we reached the interchange, we saw that the rails for 401 bus was closed. we read the notice and it say ''service is only available on weekends and public holidays''. niiiiice. luckily we met shafiq, hakim and ahmad s. we followed them and took 196 and we had to walk for a very very very very long time. we took 100 days to reach. (okay, i'm being sacarstic) but really. we had to walk very far. the guys were bbq-ing when we reached. and darren kept on complaining at me that they waited v.long for us to reach. dude, its not a fault. haha! played cards and we left around 10.30. took alot of photos before we left and that was the fun part. i like ^^ the guys were being really sweet and they sent us to the nearest bus stop. and the nearest busstop is NOT that near. but it was fun cause darren and fir were being total idiots and they kept on trying to take candid shots of me. WHICH THEY FAILED,obviously. darren called me a witch just because i know how to delete photos from his camera -____- who doesn't? they suggested for us to take 197 to jurong east. we agreed W/O THINKING ABOUT THE LAST TRAIN. it took forever for the bus to reach j.e and we practically ran up to the platform. but nevertheless, IT WAS VERY FUN.
and so i reached home at 12. next time, chalet okay?

my two little brothers will be going for camp. THANK GOD! i'm soo gonna enjoy it.

#06 MR&MRS SMITH

my bby look sooo cute (insert manymany hearts)

i'm meeting my girlfriends sooooon! i got sooo much to tell them!

#05 FINALLY.

i told ya. i cant have a blog. i will have the laziness attitude not to update my blog. moving on, this june holiday is such a hardcore period of my life. i have to study 24/7. if i'm not touching my books for a min, my mum will scold me like fuck. but whatever, it will be worth it. i can enjoy all i care after the o's.
anyway, i think i'm in love.

WITH JADEN SMITH!

but back to reality, i get fucking jealous when i see couples. i just read hurul's and syuk's blog just now and i felt like crying. they're sooo sweet. *sigh* its been sooo long since i'm in a relationship. i get jealous when i see couples but sometimes, when i think of it, its better to be single. my mum has been giving me a lot of relationship talks. i think she realised that i'm growing up and will experience love. its fun to be single. i mean you can have crushes and all. having a crush at somebody is soooo fun. like if your crush is in the same school as you, you couldnt wait for the weekends to end so that you can see your crush. i get v jealous esp when that couple have been together for more than a year. well, my past relationship doesnt last that long. its because i get very sick and tired of boys easily. when i was showering just now, i was thinking of dating chinese guy. what would it be like? are chinese guys the same as malay guys? or are they much more caring and loving? i dated a chinese guy back in primary school days and that's the longest of all the relationships that i had. but if i were to date a chinese guy, will my parents approve our relationship. im the one who like to let my parents know who i'm dating when i'm in a relationship. each time i want to get serious about love, there's always things that gets in the way. like my mind is telling me that do not fall in love right now. concentrate on your o's. there will be plenty of guys out there once you enter poly. ergh,i seriously DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW. but i believe in my fate :) i believe that i will meet my special someone one day. but now, i want to date as many guys as possible. fuck, i sound soo desperate -.-

#04 bummer.

meet-the-parents session wasn't soo bad. my dad came along to. haha! from ms sim's face, i can see that she's scared of my dad. soo funny. i'm off to desaru tmr. but i'm not sleeping there because MONDAY IS MT O'LEVEL! *gasp* my mum told me to bring my notes to study. bummer. go holiday also need to study. wth.

i can't wait for tuesday! my class is going to kampong gelam for night walk. woooo, sooo exciting. but UNFORTUNATELY, we're going with the SMART CLASS-4E1. i fucking hate that class. ergh! i want to go with any other class except for 4E1 AND 4E2. since they're the smart ones, let them go together ah! i want to go with 4E4/4E3. but whatever, the most important thing is : I WANT SEAN TO GO ALSO! i havent ask him if he's going or not. i want every single one from 4E5 to go.

i should really be sleeping now since i have to wake up at 4am tmr :(

#03 i want to be a billionare, so freaking bad.

i think she's pretty. very pretty. i like her alot. but i wonder why when someone told me that they dont like miley cyrus.

anyway, i spent the whole day at home today. memorising 'peribahasa'. soo boring.

2 days 1 night is gonna start very soon. i liiiiike :) oh, i just remembered that there's meet-the-parents session tmr. omg. thank god esty reminded me. i'm scared :s

monday is mt o'level. wah. time flies soooo fast.

#02 scared.

i'm scared of falling in love again. it's been a long time since i'm in a relationship. i'm scared that i will get sick and tired of him quickly. but each time when i look at teenagers cuddling, holding hands with their partner, i get v.jealous. yes, very very jealous. and i do not know why. i think it's just nice to have someone who love you back. someone who you can relate to. someone who will always be there for you. i'm so jealous when i ask a couple how long they've been together and their answer is '1 year plus/2 years/3 years'. i want a relationship that will last. i know that it's difficult to find a mature guy nowadays. but looking at the brighter side, i'm off to poly/m.i soon. so there's a bigger chance of meeting more handsome and mature guys there. HAHA! i liiiikeee :)

#01 a new beginning

my 3rd blog. i'm jealous when i read everyone's blog. haha!

wait, let me start from yesterday

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it is the day that i will remember forever. me, esty, erdina, ani, hurul and mas met up and had a drink at coffee bean. roh can join us cause she needs to look after her sick grandfather. its okay, roh. we understand :) bought our drinks and settle down. once we're all relaxed, we started to play 'true or dare' but we played true only. that's when who we all liked spilled out. haha! then we started talking and the next thing we knew, we were crying. yesterday was so REAL. its un-describeable. it was nice to let out everything. from ourselves to friends to family. we got so emotional yesterday. but IT WAS NICE THOUGH. we finally knew each other very well. *insert many hearts*

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the last day of mt lessons. mt intensive was superb but the air-con got me sleepy. we had 2 breaks. niiiice :) tmr, there is no school cause its vesak day. I AM SO GONNA MEMORISE MY PERIBAHASA LIST TMR!

I'M GOING DESARU ON SUNDAY :)