i'm scared of falling in love again. it's been a long time since i'm in a relationship. i'm scared that i will get sick and tired of him quickly. but each time when i look at teenagers cuddling, holding hands with their partner, i get v.jealous. yes, very very jealous. and i do not know why. i think it's just nice to have someone who love you back. someone who you can relate to. someone who will always be there for you. i'm so jealous when i ask a couple how long they've been together and their answer is '1 year plus/2 years/3 years'. i want a relationship that will last. i know that it's difficult to find a mature guy nowadays. but looking at the brighter side, i'm off to poly/m.i soon. so there's a bigger chance of meeting more handsome and mature guys there. HAHA! i liiiikeee :)
