#04 bummer.

meet-the-parents session wasn't soo bad. my dad came along to. haha! from ms sim's face, i can see that she's scared of my dad. soo funny. i'm off to desaru tmr. but i'm not sleeping there because MONDAY IS MT O'LEVEL! *gasp* my mum told me to bring my notes to study. bummer. go holiday also need to study. wth.

i can't wait for tuesday! my class is going to kampong gelam for night walk. woooo, sooo exciting. but UNFORTUNATELY, we're going with the SMART CLASS-4E1. i fucking hate that class. ergh! i want to go with any other class except for 4E1 AND 4E2. since they're the smart ones, let them go together ah! i want to go with 4E4/4E3. but whatever, the most important thing is : I WANT SEAN TO GO ALSO! i havent ask him if he's going or not. i want every single one from 4E5 to go.

i should really be sleeping now since i have to wake up at 4am tmr :(

#03 i want to be a billionare, so freaking bad.

i think she's pretty. very pretty. i like her alot. but i wonder why when someone told me that they dont like miley cyrus.

anyway, i spent the whole day at home today. memorising 'peribahasa'. soo boring.

2 days 1 night is gonna start very soon. i liiiiike :) oh, i just remembered that there's meet-the-parents session tmr. omg. thank god esty reminded me. i'm scared :s

monday is mt o'level. wah. time flies soooo fast.

#02 scared.

i'm scared of falling in love again. it's been a long time since i'm in a relationship. i'm scared that i will get sick and tired of him quickly. but each time when i look at teenagers cuddling, holding hands with their partner, i get v.jealous. yes, very very jealous. and i do not know why. i think it's just nice to have someone who love you back. someone who you can relate to. someone who will always be there for you. i'm so jealous when i ask a couple how long they've been together and their answer is '1 year plus/2 years/3 years'. i want a relationship that will last. i know that it's difficult to find a mature guy nowadays. but looking at the brighter side, i'm off to poly/m.i soon. so there's a bigger chance of meeting more handsome and mature guys there. HAHA! i liiiikeee :)

#01 a new beginning

my 3rd blog. i'm jealous when i read everyone's blog. haha!

wait, let me start from yesterday

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it is the day that i will remember forever. me, esty, erdina, ani, hurul and mas met up and had a drink at coffee bean. roh can join us cause she needs to look after her sick grandfather. its okay, roh. we understand :) bought our drinks and settle down. once we're all relaxed, we started to play 'true or dare' but we played true only. that's when who we all liked spilled out. haha! then we started talking and the next thing we knew, we were crying. yesterday was so REAL. its un-describeable. it was nice to let out everything. from ourselves to friends to family. we got so emotional yesterday. but IT WAS NICE THOUGH. we finally knew each other very well. *insert many hearts*

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the last day of mt lessons. mt intensive was superb but the air-con got me sleepy. we had 2 breaks. niiiice :) tmr, there is no school cause its vesak day. I AM SO GONNA MEMORISE MY PERIBAHASA LIST TMR!

I'M GOING DESARU ON SUNDAY :)